Distorted Daytime

Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 4:15 PM

Had a nightmare the day before oral,
it was the worst nightmare i ever dreamt...{it still spooks meX( }
in the end i went to sleep with my mom,
and my heart was thumping freaking fast...

Shall type down the dream,
it may not seem scary lah,
but when you really dream of it,
you'll freak out...
okays, i dreamt of ghost.
GHOST.

Let everyone in my dream be A,B,C,D,E and myself.
So all of us went to some sort of place,
and that place was said to be haunted.
After that,
D,E and myself went to walk.
And we decided to race{it's lame, DU'OH}
So we ran...
surprisingly, and luckily,
i'm the last,
and when E was about to reach the finishing point and she turned around,
a ghost appeared behind her,
the ghost was wearing white and had long hair,
D and E didn't see it though,
i quickly looked down,
and when i looked up again,
the ghost was gone.
Everyone was scared...

And i woke up.
The ghost kept appearing in my head,
really very scary,
and the place where i saw the ghost looked like my house lou sia,
and somemore that time a funeral had juz ended,
damn scared lah,
and now, it still spooky.

My nightmare is haunting me X(

Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 11:43 PM

It's sunday today,
went to J8 as usual for violin & theory lesson.
But my daddy can't fetch me and my mom to J8 today,
so gotta take MRT,
that was ok at first...until the security ask my mom to let her check the violin case,
luckily i wasn't carrying the violin at that time,
if not very paiseh leh.
But there wasn't many people at that time,
so my mom was like 'luckily there was little people, heng arh'.
It would really be very paiseh de lor,
cause people walking pass would keep looking and staring at you.

Now to the theory part...

Theory was like keep chionging all the way,
my violin teacher wants me to go for grade 7, x/
and i must have at least a grade 5 theory cert.
So must really chiong.
And since the holidays are here,
my theory teacher is teaching 2 chapters per theory lesson,
I'm only half way through the grade 4 theory book,
and my theory teacher asked me to buy the grade 5 book liao,
is it a little too kiasu???
Actually, it really surprized me when my theory teacher asked about my violin,
when am i gonna take the violin exam...and so on.
Cause every time she's like being dreamy and take her time,
my mom say she had awaken from her dreams. LOL.

Violin lesson??? Emm, the Sonata was terrible!?!
Maybe it's because i juz starting playing it lah,
hope it will be better the next time=)

Hmm, nothing else more.
Post another day, bai bai=)

I'm always thinking of you, dreaming of you.

Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 7:01 PM

June holidays are here.
No holidays plans yet.
But there are some things to be done during this holiday,
i'm not refering to holiday homework here.

I think i'm gonna change my specs again,
told my dad about it...and he AGREE!!!
thx daddy, i really love you=]
mommy, i love you too=]
Shall change to a frameless one...
aiya, see how first lah.
So...prepare to see me in new specs;p

Maybe going to pierce earhole too,
but i'm scared of the pain=(
but 爱美就要忍,
that's what my mom told me,
so must 忍 lor,
no choice lah.

This holidays is filled with homework and projects,
but i thought holidays are for us to take a break de... o.0
too bad i can't go to other countries,
but my dad is planning to go thailand{bangkok} in december,
maybe november or late october,
it's only a plan,
may be cancelled any time,
but i hope it won't be.

Shall end here now.
Don't give up in me.

Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 7:49 PM

Some 'things' had happened on the way to school...
but not a car accident though.

Scene 1
There would be slight traffic jam every morning,
but the jam is only for a while.
Today was nothing special...i thought.
So during that slight jam,
a group of people(i think all women) wanted to cross the road,
and 1 "brave soul" crossed.
But as i said,
the jam is only for a while,
and the "brave soul" was crossing half way when the cars started moving,
and she stood in the middle and hesitated,
and the car(to be more exact, a taxi) let her passed,
then she still blur blur stand there before she walked away briskly.
Really pissing off at that moment,
it's a wastage of time.
I think me and my dad was staring at her,
and i think i stared real hard.

That's was the first scene.

Scene 2
Back to the taxi and us.
That driver was worse than a tortise,
driving damn slow...
my dad and i were like...乌龟，快点啦!!!
Missed the chance to make a turn... all because of that taxi lah,
Another wastage of time.
So waited for the next chance to turn.
There was another traffic light in front,
and guess what...that taxi is caught there,
somemore it's not in front, it's rather far behind.
This really showed how slow it is.

2 irritating events happened, and it really is irritating enough.

why didn't u tag?

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 6:31 PM

Hero's come back by nobodyknows+
Tooku de kikoeru koe wo hitori
Hitori mata hitori de chi agaru toushi
Kurikaesu dake no fudan doori
Kutsugaesu junbi ii ze ARE YOU READY?

Karadajuu furu asu shindou ni
Hageshiku chi narase yo STOMPING
Taezutsuki doukasu CALL ME
Kawarazu no yubiru kikan STORY

COME ON!!

EVERYBODY STAND UP!
Agero! Kyou ichiban no jikan da
Me ni mo tomoranu SPEED HUNTER
Daremo ga mina toriko kanban YEAH (COME ON!)
EVERYBODY HANDS UP!
Mata ashita no HERO’S COME BACK!!
Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN
Ikuze 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE!

HEY YO WHAT YOU GONNA DO? WHAT YOU GONNA DO?
Taemanaku narihibiki kizamu
DEJA VU yori mo gotsui shougeki ga
Zenshin wo hashiri risan BREAK IT DOWN
TURN IT UP (TURN IT UP) Hey kikoekka?
Sakenda kino made no koto ga
Kawaru darou madaminu asu he
Koborete afureta omoi no bun made

Machi ni matta SHOW TIME
saitechiru shukumei
Dochira ni katamuku shouhai no yukue
Agura kaite Ryakon ni mo tsubureru
Nagashita chito ase onore de nukue
Negai mo PRIDE mo fukume subete wo seotta tagai no haigo
Nasake wo kaketerya dame ni naru ze
Tamote POTENTIAL MENTAL men

Neko mo shakushi mo matte you na HERO
Hitoban dake no goran, ROMAN hikou
O-! ii ne sonnanjane- sa
KICK ON THE CORNER mada tari nee ka?
Itsumo to chikau hijou na jinkaku mamoru no sasubete
LIKE A TERMINATOR
4 kai, 5 kai de tatsu HIGHLIGHT (FLY HIGH, YEAH!)
Issou kono bade tsutaetaruzo

EVERYBODY STAND UP!
Agero! Kyou ichiban no jikan da
Me ni mo tomoranu SPEED HUNTER
Daremo ga mina toriko kanban YEAH (COME ON!)
EVERYBODY HANDS UP!
Mata ashita no HERO’S COME BACK!!
Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN
Ikuze 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE!

HEY YO Mou tashou no risku wa kakugo deshou
Nankai korondatte tatsu (GET IT ON)
Nareai ja nai ze kamihitoe no SESSION
Irikunda kanjou kizukiagete kesshou
MADE IN HUMAN no DRAMA no enchou
Marude moesakaru yoshiwara no enjou
ENDLESS saki mo korogaru nichijou
Warau hodo baka ni narerutte koto

Resseifuku mukaikaze nimo maken
Makikomu nandomo dekuwashite kita ze
Ikudotonaku tatsu konoba no BATTLE
Tatakai kata nara kono mi ga satoru
Ichiya niya no tsukeyakiba ja
Mamoru mon ga chigau na shirohata wo buri na
Hi no me akogareru hikage wo shiru
Iiwake wa kikan sorekoso ga REAL

FIGHTO maido I’M PROUD
Nani kara nani ma de mada ushinaccha nai zo
YES ka NO janai itsuka kou warau
Hanakara PATTO kimeru ikuze aibou

Wakiagaru kansei ga yuuki to naru
Tachiagareba ima ijou kurushimi tomonau
Soredemo saigo wa kitto warau
Subete sarau shouri to kansei

EVERYBODY STAND UP!
Agero! Kyou ichiban no jikan da
Me ni mo tomoranu SPEED HUNTER
Daremo ga mina toriko kanban YEAH (COME ON!)
EVERYBODY HANDS UP!
Mata ashita no HERO’S COME BACK!!
Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN
Ikuze 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE!

EVERYBODY STAND UP!
Agero! Kyou ichiban no jikan da
Me ni mo tomoranu SPEED HUNTER
Daremo ga mina toriko kanban YEAH (COME ON!)
EVERYBODY HANDS UP!
Mata ashita no HERO’S COME BACK!!
Zujou kazoe yubiori COUNTDOWN
Ikuze 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE!

*No translations yet.

@ 12:32 PM

Test your sixth sense or your ESP at
www.mdani.demon.co.uk/para/esp2.htm

=] jiayous.

Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 7:14 PM

Trying my best to stay happy=]
Can't be depressed all the time.

Photo taking tomorrow,
it's for CCA this time round.
Must tie plaits again.
Hope Mdm Lau won't be there checking our hair again.

Changed blogskin,
Hope that everything would start afresh.
Lots of things had happnened,
and i don't want to remember them,
i wish i could forgot all those that i wish to forgot.
Everything shall be brand new.

I'm entrusting my wish to my shooting star.
Believe in it=]
It'll come true someday, definitely.

Got to come up with a cheer for our own patrol,
to use during camp,
and also design a flag,
Juz got to jiayou and think of 1 nice cheer and 1 nice looking flag.

Ganbatte=]

Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 7:05 PM

"Looking nice in a class photo"
This applies to 2e2.{not sure for other classes, but should be same as us}
But we can't,
who would look nice pinning up the fringe???

Today's photo taking day,
didn't know until i get to school.
Lucky my hair was kinda ok.

When we are going to the hall,
guess what...MDM LAU WAS THERE!!!
so we have to pin up fringe,
idiot lah!!!
she 吃饱没事做 arh,
come to the hall for what lah,
somemore still keep checking our fringe,
pin already still must pin somemore.

HEY! This is our last year together,
so no matter what also must look nice,
and it also means that fringe should be let down.
When the photos come,
i won't feel like looking at it,
and must this photo appear in the year book???

Tomorrow is a holiday for Zhonghua students,
so no school=]
Shall go AMK Hub tomorrow then,
with my mom.
This post shall end here.

I regret for telling her my marks, and she keep asking,better stop it,or regret it.

Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 1:37 PM

AMK Hub...i wonder what's it like,
haven't been there since it has open,
cos that time exams are coming.
Shall check it out during the June holidays.
It's real near my house,
10mins walk only=]

Gonna fall in love with the song itsumo itsudemo,
so nice,
if someone would to sing that to me *hint hint*,
i'll be real touch=]
Fat hopes,
i don't think anyone would sing though,
it's a japanese song,
and i haven't been able to find the lyrics,
but i won't give up.
Gotta keep searching!!!
It would also be real good if someone could help me find the lyrics.
I gotcha be day-dreaming

Let my dream come true

Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 1:42 PM

Juz looking through my old old post,
and found those quizes,
so repost them{they're interesting}=].
www.blogthings.com for those quizes.

Went to Orchard Road to celebrate the end of the exams,
but i have little shopping mood,
'cause of maths paper.
It is a sure fail paper*crys*
Too panic that i forgot how to solve those equations.
Hiazes.

I wish there was some kind of a special place,
anywhere it could be.
When i have troubles,
i could go there,
and there won't be anyone around,
except those stars,
that company me through those bitter nights.
Twinkling and embracing,
emitting different light
I wish i were them, able to shine in a crowd.
I close my eyes and imagine,
also wishing at the same time,
everything would be wonderful the next day.
Searching for a shooting star,
when i caught one,
i'll make my wish,
hoping that it will come true.
A dream that hasn't change with the passage of time,
until now,
i still am unable to fulfill it.
But when i come to think about it,
that dreams are what it keeps one strong,
truth are always ridiculous.
So continue on to dream,
and make that your goal.
I've gotta stay strong.
After so much of confusing and hurting things had crashed on me.

I've gotta stay strong.

@ 12:43 PM

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear.Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear.Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Your True Love Is a Taurus

Why you'll love a Taurus:Romantic and sentimental, a Taurus can provide you with the security you need.And you both share a fondness for the finest things, from great food to luxury vacations.Why a Taurus will love you:You have the honesty and direct approach that down to earth Taurus desires.And enough elegance to show a Taurus a few new decadent delights!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times...You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall bringsWhether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you

What Season Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You are 80% Pisces

How Pisces Are You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.You tend to take more than give in relationships.You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.Your flirting style: SincereYour lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea houseYour dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressiveWhat you bring to relationships: Understanding

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Birth Month is March

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosityYour gemstone: AquamarineYour flower: DaffodilYour colors: White and light blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help othersYou are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you.It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them.You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver.In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner.You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first.Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love.And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.You are most compatible with: everyone!Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerousPeople will stop and watch you when you appearEven though you're capable of random violenceYou are best known for: your powerYour dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You Are 32% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!

Are You a Slacker?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strangeYou've got a little of your freak going onBut you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are a Rottweiler Puppy

Powerful, smart, and protective.You're eager to growl at anyone you hate - but you're a big sweetheart inside.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Your Ideal Pet is a Big Dog

You're both energetic, affectionate, and a bit goofy.And neither of you seem to mind very slobbery kisses!

What's" Your Ideal Pet?

Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 1:59 PM

One more paper before the exams are declared to be over,
but tomorrow's paper is listening compre,
no need to study,
so can slack liao=]

May go out to 'celebrate' tomorrow,
since the exams are over,
after all the stress that is brought by the exams,
it's time to relax=]

Maths was real hard...
others said that 10% of the cohort manage to pass,
10%, wow, not surprising though,
as i said, it was real hard.
and i don't think that i'll pass.
If i were to pass,
some miracle must have happened.

I won't reject you

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 11:18 PM

~~Be it your way.~~
~~Be it my way.~~
~~But we can't get over each other.~~
~~If this were to continue,~~
~~would there even be some kind of results?~~
~~If my day-dreams would to come true,~~
~~i'll be real glad.~~
~~But i felt it being shattered in pieces,~~
~~and vanish into thin air,~~
~~never returning,~~
~~but the memory was never gone,~~
~~don't abandon what you wish to pick up~~
~~pick it and treasure it.~~
~~Happiness will return.~~
~~If this were to be a battle,~~
~~i guess that i've already lost,~~
~~i can't control my emotions anymore.~~
~~If you can't understand, neither do i.~~
~~Things are never the same,~~
~~we're lacking of courage,~~
~~there won't be any sparks no matter how hard i try to grab your attention and create chances.~~
~~Have they gone to a waste?~~
~~I thought you could save me from this world of solitude,~~
~~but i guess you can't.~~
~~please, save me from this world of solitude, i can't give up now, i'll have to believe in you.~~
~~you already have me waiting for you long enough.~~
~~I dream upon a shooting star and entrust my dreams to my shooting star.~~

@ 11:04 PM

~~I wanna be unique;~~
~~i wanna be special;~~
~~i wanna to be the only oe of the kind in this world.~~
~~That's a dream.~~
~~But it has already been shattered by reality.~~
~~Never could it come true.~~
~~I could never be one of a special kind,~~
~~things aren't going the way i want.~~
~~Being copied by,~~
~~in this world of sadness, hatred,~~
~~i'm trapped.~~