Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 5:17 PM
I haven't really been blogging this few days,only posting pictures and quizes(or something like that.)
Hmm,
shall post something today.
Well, i guess today's kinda bad.
I went to buy my violin today,
And i was expected to try out some violins(i expect this too.)
But the problem is this:
i simply can't think of any to try.
my mind was quite blank.
i was struggling even on 'do re mi'.
it just so happen that i had forgoten much of the music pieces.
and also a stinging feel that the whole world is staring.
having the word 'sarcastic' scribbled on their faces.
i felt a loss of confidence in myself.
Also, without the shoulder rest,
the hard violin press down hard on my bones,
like this,
i can barely be able to play something,
but luckily,
i managed a few pieces,
and pull through everything.
Being at home is a great relieve.
Escaping reality for a while. (:
she fought a battle with her fear and she lost severely in this battle leaving a deep hurting scar that reminded her of her fears and pains.